Monday, July 07, 2008
it's going to work out
He doesn't think it's going to work out. He doesn't think we knew each other well enough, at least not in the real world kind of sense, yes, coz the real world is oh so much better.

Yep. What else? It's him, not me. It's his deal, not mine. He's crazy, not me. I realized this when I was talking to earlier, maybe, just maybe, the reason I became so angry at him for rejecting even my friendship was that because I was scared.

Yeah, scared. I was scared that when he's finally well, he's going to forget about me.

I was so determined to hold on to our friendship because I wanted him to look no further than myself when he's well enough to want to find someone to be with for the rest of his life.
 
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Saturday, July 05, 2008
It's amazing, but
It's amazing, but if you really look closely you'll discover that people are extremely private creatures.

For all that we seem to want to boast and have ourselves become acclaimed, we still tend to bottle our truest and deepest feelings inside.

And, for what? Most often to protect our helpless hearts from heaps of pain, anger, ridicule, despair or ultimately heartbreak.

But, what if keeping our inner selves hidden is what causes the pain to appear in the first place?

Have you ever considered that preventing the people close to us from really getting to know us is what's keeping them from giving their all as well?
 
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Thursday, July 03, 2008
"satisfaction" gauge
Dreams have always fascinated me. I've always used my dreams as a personal life "satisfaction" gauge.

If things are causing me added stress, it usually shows up in some wacky dream. I don't particularly pay attention to the actual people or events in my dreams, but rather the overall theme or feeling of them.

Dreams are fluid and ever-changing. In one picture you could have a bear in a red house, and the very next scene would be a dog in a yellow house.

Because of this, people in dreams are often not who they really are. How many times have you dreamed someone was a certain person, but they had a different body or face?

Since there isn't a definitive guide to the meaning or interpretation of dreams, it really isn't something I would consider serious enough to break off a three year relationship over.
 
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Think outside the box
When you've exhausted your past, it's time to create new interests and history. Instead of talking about what has happened in your life, talk about what's happening now, or what you want to have happen.

In life we all need new activities and interests to keep us entertained. If we allow ourselves to become too comfortable, we get stagnant. A sure way to keep your conversations flowing is to be engaged in a specific activity when you do spend time together.

Play some games, do a puzzle, work on a project together or go work out together. One way my husband and I create ways to keep our conversation flows open is to always work towards something new.

When you are both trying to achieve something together, you automatically have something exciting to talk about. Maybe you want to get a pet, work towards a dream vacation, buy a house, help a non-profit group meet a specific goal or compete together in a competitive event.

It doesn't matter what you choose as long as you are both interested and excited about it. It's passion that fuels our daily lives. The more passionate and exciting you can make your life, the more interesting it will be.

When you settle for comfortable, normal everyday life you're settling for an average relationship. Sometimes, to renew a relationship you need to think outside the box.
 
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Monday, June 30, 2008
I decided to go
I cried as soon as I got home not knowing what to do. Here was my chance yet it seemed that someone was stopping me from taking it.

I spoke to my best friend on the phone. Her words still stain my mind: "If you go, at least you can forget your problems, even if it's only for a few days." I decided to go.

Sometimes I wish I didn't have to decide. I want both. However, one thing's for sure. I think I will leave it up to fate to decide.

I agreed that it would be very difficult for the two of us to be together because of it.
 
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Monday, June 23, 2008
At my age...
At my age I have never felt anything like it in my whole life before. From the first time we met I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.

We became extremely close over the last three and a half years of or lives. Our relationship waded somewhere between friends and lovers, like a buoy between the cold shore and the forever ocean.

He was everything to me, and I loved him in any and every way possible. Despite our fights about our relationship everything was perfect until the day he told me to leave him.

He said he wanted me to go because he was tired of hurting me and he needed to figure things out for himself. I cried, begged and pleaded with him but it was no use. He was giving up on everything we had.

I left the house that day feeling worse than I ever had my whole life. I didn't know what to do, I couldn't eat I couldn't sleep, I couldn't breath.

I had a lot of trouble working up my courage to talk to him, and when I did he would walk away. As a last resort I wrote him a letter, something he couldn't walk away from.
 
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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Is the Blue Man a Fraud?
Hey there, wanted to know more about what is colloidal silver? If yes you have come here at a right time. Let me introduce to you more about what is colloidal silver is all about.

As you all know the news media has continually said that Paul Karason was taking colloidal silver. And The Blue Man story became a major media disinformation event which was produced by a public relations firm and paid for by a pharmaceutical interest.

Personally I think the purpose of this campaign was to scare the public away from using colloidal silver products.

For your information, Paul has a condition called argyria that turns the skin a blue-gray color. He got this condition by taking his homemade silver compound that was mostly a highly concentrated ionic silver solution.

Basically, what he prepared isn't colloidal silver as he thought it is. Besides, True colloidal silver cannot be made at home.

So I wish things is clearer at your side. Here, once again that the mass media cannot be trusted to report anything that even resembles a truthful "news" story.

Well, for more information, feel free to drop by their side for more details. I'm sure you will be glad with the information supplied.
 
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Friday, April 25, 2008
3gb community www.3gb.biz
Hey there, wanted to get more friends? Let me introduce you with the 3GB Community! For your information, at 3GB Community you can now get to meet new friends and even old friends.

Besides, you can even upload your photos albums and join groups,blogs chat with other members and hear last mp3 hits. That's really cool.

Isn't that a good opportunity? Personally I think this is really a good idea. I bet you will enjoy it like me.

Everything is so easy, all you have to do is just sign up yourself with an account. And you can start to get to know for friends.

So what else are you waiting for? Feel free to join 3gb community 3gb.biz today! You will love it.

Well, if you need more information, you can always drop by their site or contact their customer service. I'm sure they will be glad to help you out.

Don't miss the opportunity! Have fun!
 
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